Why do I try so hard

I ask myself, why do I even try. I have tried multiple approaches, done multiple things and I still fail. Even thought I am not the one that gives up easily, I guess what they say is true. Nice guys really do finish last

Sick

I'm starting to feel sick of people. I feel like I do so much for some people and they don't appreciate it. I'm they type of a person that wouldn't mind a simple thanks,a card or just a little of acknowledgement of their grattitude. I just feel so sick of it lately. I'm not being selfish or anything but sometimes it just really bothers me. Some of the times I never recieved those things. Maybe I am being selfish now, or maybe it's others being selfish or not caring .. Like last night I had a dream where we were celebrating christimas, and everybody all my friends and families were all happy. They were just enjoying themselves because they were just having fun. The reason for all this is because christimas is a day in which no one forgets. Absoultely everyone has it marked on the calender. Everyone has a good time because it's a joyous occasion. Getting to my point, just recently my brothers bday just past. No body said happy bday to him. I was still in school at the time and I couldn't say it. Instead I got him a card. So when I went to orientation this week , he offered me a ride. Somehing he usually doesn't do. He feels much like what I feel. You should recieve in what you give. Well those are my two cents. You can now follow me on tumblr at www.lxtsang.tumblr.com

3 more motherfucking weeks of high school

Writing/Blogging

So I've been writing and blogging for a few years already. I've started blogging on blogspot since 10th grade for an extra credit assignment. Who would have known that I would have fell in love with it. What caught my eye was that I was able to vent, talk about whatever I want, read and just comment. It was always loved the blogging community on sites such as Kotaku, Gizmodo, RandomC, Elitaste and other blogs. As I get ready for my AP composition exam tomorrow, I just think about how I fell in love with writing. My goal as a writer is to have readers enjoy what I am actually reading, like how I feel when I read. My goal as a blogger is totally different. My goal as a blogger is to promote(well I wouldnt use the word promote) what I love. I feel like if I can get one fan out of all my readers, I feel like I've done my job. But why you may ask? Because, I feel like it is my duty as a blogger to show what I love and embrace it. Sure, I've been blogging about my emotions, feelings and myself a lot. Honestly, when I first started my blog, I didn't want that. I just wanted a site that shows all my interest. But this is perfectly fine because now I have a mix of what I feel and what I enjoy. Ironically, when I first started my blog I named it Cliche, which means stereotypical. My blog was far from that. Everyday I would write or post up something completely absurd. Thank god I changed that name.

The point of all this today, is that I realized that I've come along way from where I started from.

nigga.

this bitch nigga. shittt

ap exams tmrw. fml

Kenny West and JR

Kanye still spits fire even in cartoons