Friday, July 31, 2009

Ask about me?

ASK ABOUT. I SAID ASKKKK ABOUT MEEE! DC CHILLIN PG CHILLIN. Girls, I ask em do they smoke? Ask em what do they know? Ask em can we go? Pretty girls.. Sunshine in the air, perfume everywhere.g;sjd;j;p'd npj pfj'nPDT 'pdj'pJUp'hd. BETTER READ MY POST BEFORE THIS.

Have you ever slept on the floor with someone you liked?
Hahahah real funny.. I dont remember sleeping on the floor.

Who is your last text from?

Which movie did you last see in theaters?
Up with Jennifer, Dustin and Phuong. Late June

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA real funny. uhh sure?

Are you crushing on someone?

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Hell yeah. Fucking be rich right now. Buy mad stocks and sell it.

Have you ever slept in the same bed with the last person you kissed?
No. dont think so

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
Yes. Soo Young, Friends

Do you like to cuddle?
cuddle with my pillow

Are you keeping a secret right now?

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?

What is your current annoyance?
This fucking bitch. I dont understand what the hell is her problem, shit.

What do you currently hear at the moment?

Are you easily scared by horror movies?
Fuck no.

Does someone like you right now?
Nah, dont think so. They better speak up now!

Are you a risk taker?

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Summer or Autumn

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
Money, my dreamcast, copy of MVC2, and MY DMPS!!!!

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with the letter K?

Are you looking forward to anything?
ummm getting mvc2 for xbla

Plans for tomorrow?
idk. bb?

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?

Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?

Have you ever cried during a movie?
HAVE YOU SEEN UP? shit was so sad.

Are you comfortable with your height?
I wish I was tall. Maybe 6 feet? HA!

Whats your favorite thing to eat?
I like Steak! and burgers!

What is sitting next to you?
Glass of water

Do you sleep with a fan on?
Once in a while.

Were you happy when you woke up?
No. pissed.

When someone says "we need to talk," what runs through your mind?
Umm,it wasnt me

Where will you be in an hour?
washing dishes probably

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?

Would you ever donate blood?
Yes for money!

What kind of pants are you wearing?
Baller shorts

Is there someone you will never forget?

What's your favorite color gummy bear?

What is the best part of the opposite sex's body?
Boobs, Ass, Legs.Face and OF COURSE PERSONALITY.

Have you ever made up/sang a song for someone you cared about?
poems. songs. raps. name it, i done it

Is there a baby in the room with you right now?

What is your middle name?

What's in your pockets?
cell phone

Anything in your mouth?

Ever hurt yourself playing Wii?

Do you have freckles?
NO. freckles are unattractive :X. kinda

How many languages can you say "Hello" in?

Can you do the alphabet in sign language?

Do you wear glasses?
Real glasses no. Invisible glasses yes. Imaginary glasses yes.

Like a rock?
I HATE ROCK. Scissors ftw

What's the last thing you thought about?
New Soul. I love that song.

Thursday, July 30, 2009


Ok, so the long awaited Marvel VS. Capcom 2 came out on xbla a few days ago. So why am I here blogging? Shouldn't I be playing this terrific game instead? The only problem is that I am FUCKING BROKE. I won't be getting paid till next Monday meaning that I will have to wait till next week to get the game. The game is fairly cheap but I am on a low budget right now until my next pay day. I wasted over 200 hrs playing this game at home with my Dreamcast during vacation, after school, at night, even at volunteer. I even skipped a few days of school when I was in 6th grade just to sit at home and play. Yes, I was a loser back then. Even in the summer when I was volunteering as a custodian, some of the custodians would bring their A game on while the kids were at recess. Playing on the big projector with either a Dreamcast controller or a Playstation controller. They were not big fans of the sequel as I was but nonetheless we just kept on playing and playing and playing like they was no tomorrow. Every time I go to the arcades, I would look for this booth and just start button mashing just cause I wasn't used to arcade sticks and schemes and still not used to them. Can't wait to play this next Monday. Lets see if I can remember what my old team were. I knew I liked to play with Gambit, Strider and Akuma but after seeing people playing online on youtube, I think I need to edit and revise. I still goona stick with Akuma since I know how to use him best. I'll probably switch off between Gambit and Strider depending on what my opponents pick and I wanna experiment with Storm. I've heard good things about her as well as Cable. I am so excited about this game that I started watching matches on youtube just for some old memories. Those were the good days. I wish I can find my Dreamcast and start playing again . I think Ryan still has it :/. argh

Some game play. Look at the crisp graphic!!

fuck it. heading to 7/11 tomorrow morning to pick up my points and downloading it. downloading demo right now.. So I spent like 2-3 hrs just playing the demo w/my brother. ridiculous! Cable and Captain America FTWW in the demo

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Just what the doctor ordered.

So my mind has been all over the place lately. Yeah, I guess I am thinking way too much lately about some things. I needed something to things off my mind. Yesterday was that day. A day where I can just relax and not think about certain things.

So the night before yesterday a few of my friends invited me to go to the beach. At first I did not plan on going but after some convincing and a beautiful forecast I decided to go. What was nice about this beach was that the sand felt so nice. It wasn't the crappy JFK sand but it was just nice sand. The waves and water was absolutely refreshing. And the weather was just superb. I couldn't have asked for a better day. Just got my mind off some certain things. It was unfortunate though alot of our stuff did get wet. For example, my tshirt I left on the beach was soakin wet and one of my friend lost her flip flops so I let her borrow mine. But what really kinda threw my total day off were that Vans were soaked in mud. I quickly washed it off after I saw it and it took forever to dry :/.

When I went home I soaked it in water once again. Hopefully they don't get effed up :(. Anyways, went home. Took a nice COLD shower and went straight to my brother's room .There, I just played my xbox 360. Just an awesome summer day. Kinda ampd for the weekend. Especially Saturday!

I've been listening to this song alot when I've been down. Thom Yorke was awesome on the piano and Pharrell, Kanye and Lupe killed it! Not an official video but Vashtie did an excellent job directing and creating the video.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Story of my life

pretty cool contest. Anyone wanna help

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Lazy or Busy

Alright, I haven't given a real entry in a while. Is it because I'm lazy or is it because I have been busy. Well it is a little bit of both. Haven't really been doing much lately. Studying in the AM, whatever in the PM. Sometimes a few friends come over to play some xbox games since I recently hacked it. Actually, I've been playing a lot of xbox lately. Games like Deadspace, Blazblue and Devil May Cry been killing a lot of time. Shows like Entourage and Haruhi keeps me entertained in the afternoon so I am far from being bored. I make it seem like I stay home everyday. But, I don't. I tend to go out a lot during the weekends to hang out and chill. Play a little bit of ball on the weekdays and that is pretty much my whole summer vacation. I didn't start any of my summer reading or my summer work. I plan to do that in August which is a few days from now. Excited? No, I am not. I kinda enjoyed July and I am going to miss it. Hopefully August will be just as fun. Camping in two weeks and who knows how many parties, events and other stuff will take place.

Here are some things I want to in the month of August

  • Karaoke @ Do Re Mi since they have a lot of updated English songs
  • Maybe another bbq
  • A trip to NYC
  • Six Flags
  • etc..

Support my boy, Big Sean.
One of my favorite songs from his mixtape uknowbigsean

Friday, July 24, 2009

Getcha Some

Support my boy Big Sean.
i need a fucking drink

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Sick and Tired of this bullshit

Saturday, July 18, 2009

The things people do

Why do people continue to do what they know is morally wrong. Seriously, is it just for the heck of it or for the fun and danger? Sure, we are still kids and teenagers but don't people have a sense of moral.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Sex Drugs and Dirty Money

A summer filled “Sex and Drugs and Dirty Money”, wouldn’t that sound nice. Unfortunately, my summer has been far from being nice. Having no summer plans really do suck indeed. All I can really look forward nowadays are the weekends since everyone is free then. Oh well, this means more time for myself during the course of the week. These last two weeks, I have gotten a lot of studying down. Probably like 2.5 hrs to 3 hrs a day. I tend to do my studying in the morning from 9am to noon so I have time for myself in the afternoon. But I realize, I have shit to do in the afternoon. Just been surfing the web and have been playing 360 during the afternoon. I should really get some exercise in and try to get in shape. Maybe after I finish Castlevania.

This summer isn’t a complete failure though. I already made some new friends and had some fun days. But most importantly is that I have something to listen to. Last year, the music that was pouring was just straight up crap. This summer seems to be different. I actually got some shit to listen to. Mike Posner, Wale, Slaughter House, Kid Cudi, Chester French, Big Sean, Asher Roth , B.O.B to name a few. Yeah, back to listening to hip-hop. I also managed to get a trade down for my Nike SB Concepts Blue Lobsters. A really good trade actually. I’m getting a pair of Jordan DMPS. Not the new ones but the old ones. The 6 and 11. My favorite package ever!!!!! I am supposed to receive them sometime next week. Hope the dude comes through.

Overall, summer has been a bummer. Well, I was expecting this because I wasn’t expecting to work or volunteer. I was just planning to study and do whatever pops up.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Shipping first

It is kinda scary shipping first but I trust my gut. Shit was a pain in the ass to carry and ship. Hopefully it all goes through and I will be satisfied at the end of the day.

Goodbye to my Concepts Nike Sb Blue Lobster package
hopefully hello to my DMP 6 and 11 and my Day of the Deads ^^

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

3 am.

Its 3 am in the morning. Why the hell am I still doing up? Is it because that Stephen and Tina are fucking next door and I can hear them or is it because that I like staying up late. Well, it is neither of those. The reason I am still awake is because of this.

Yes,this right here. I stayed up all night cleaning my room. My room has been a total mess all summer. So I decided to clean it up a bit. But why today? Well, my parents are coming back from their trip to China tomorrow night and I might as well get a head start cleaning around the house. I do not want my parents to think that I was living like a slob since they were gone. This means that I have to Vacum, Mop, Wash and Organize the house tomorrow. But wait, there is more. My brothers, has been really lazy lately. They haven't cooked in days meaning that I would have to either get my Aunt to cook for me or eat out. I do not mind them not cooking for, however doing dishes is something else. These last 3 weeks, I've been doing dishes for them nearly every single day and it gets so annoying. Today was no different. Even though it wasn't that much today it was still pretty annoying. I totally forgot I had to do them so I stayed up do them as well.

Well some of you guys may think that I should sleep now. Well, I seriously can't sleep. I usually fall asleep easily but today is different. I had to stay home yesterday. This gave me a lot of time to think about stuff. Now, I can't get those thoughts out of my head. But, what is the most annoying part of this problem is that there is one thought in my head that I've been trying to get out for months. I simply can't get rid of this thought or image. And the most frustrating part of this is that this image or thought just pisses me off every time I think of it. If you know me, you probably know what I am talking about but this goes to show that some things just can not be forgotten.

So instead of sleeping, I've decided to devour myself into watching anime and eating junk food. I've actually started to watch Cowboy Bebop amazingly. Even though I am on the first episode, I can begin to see why so many people love it. This is something nice because the Haruhi Suzumiya Endless Eight arc has really been pissing me off.

Well, you guys probably won't read this till the morning or afternoon. Hope you guys are enjoying your summer.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

The One

I haven't posted up any music videos in a while. Saw this video over Elitaste's blog and I simply loved the song and video.. Anyways, I've been eating a lot of thai food lately and I've been ordering the same thing. Indonesian Fried rice, Indonesian Fried Rice, Indonesian Fried Rice. I need to try some other stuff. Went to the New Rod Dee's over Brookline. The food and ice coffee was terrific but what was uprising was the appearance of the restaurant. Even though, its still a fast food restaurant it looked really nice. I wish I took pics but my cell phone camera sucks :/. Well anyways, hope you guys enjoy this beautiful summer day. Time to finish cleaning my room.
Oh by the way, Entourage premieres tonight!!!

Entourage was awesome. I love the women on Entourage.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Past few days

Sorry, I haven't been on the blogging scene lately. Comments, posting and reading. Been busy lately and kinda out of it. But if you are really interested in to my status and what I've been up to, you guys can follow me on twitter. I've been tweeting alot lately, so you my followers can keep an update on me. I suggest you guys not to mobile follow though because I do update alot. Here is the link to my page (

So a family emergency popped out of no where on Thursday and it kinda shook my world. Everything seems to be better now which is a good thing. This kinda taught me not to take anything for granted because I could have lost someone real important to me. Thankfully, that person is safe now. But seriously, I have not been taking things for granted all my life. Second chance opportunities, advice, incentives, gifts, everything. Kinda of a crazy start to the summer since it was the day right after I got out of class. :/

So it was nice to hear that everything was going fine and that everything was scheduled to be alright. I was worried as hell on friday. I couldn't think for hours. Coudln't sleep for hours. Couldn't get my head straight. When I got home that day, things started to look good and I was finally to get my head straight. This was a good sign because the next day was Independence day and I could have fun knowing that everything will be alright.

Finally, July 4th. I was looking foward to that day all week. Been going to class, worrying and staying at home all week so I was looking forward to having some fun. Woke up early and took the train to Chinatown. Met up with Simon and Zhi. Headed to Tony's place for a BBQ .OMG, the food was delicious and plentiful. I had so many burgers, hotdogs, chicken wings, sausages and drinks. After stuffing ourselves with food we decided to head to the pond. We took a small boat to fish at the pond. It was Tony, his father, Teddy, Simon and myself all on one boat. It didn't feel scary at all. Unfortunately, we didn't catch anything but plants. Even thought we didn't catch anything, the scenery was absolutely beautiful. Perfect blue skies. White puffy clouds. Sea blue water. Its like something you will see in a movie but in real life. So after our failed attempt at fishing we went back to Tony's place. Chilled for a bit and head to Castle Island to meet up with a few friends. Played around the playground and walk on that bridge.Didn't stay for long.After our departure from Castle Island we went to grab a bite at chinatown and went back to Tony's place to grab some fireworks. We went to _______ to light them shits off. Shit was fire! We actually came back to ________ to light some more later that night. When we finished it was 3 am. We headed back to Tony's place to grab a few drinks and spent the night there. Played some games, poker and 360

Today, was just as good. Woke up in the morning with no hangover. :D, so we kinda woke up around noon. Tony took us to Pho. Ordered some nice Bun. After eating, we went fishing again. Yes, but this time we took a real big boat. It was real big. Kinda got sea sick :/. Oh well, atleast I didnt throw up. LOL!!! So instead of going on the boat I slept and texted on shore. Pretty relaxing. Went home after.

Thank god this weekend was enjoyable. This weekend was just what I needed.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Perfect Situation

What is the deal with my brain? Why am I so obviously insane? Now, I must face these hungry nights once again. This shit is getting unbelievable cause its real painful inside. Cause I know I cant have it better.

These last few days, just been terrible for me inside. Maybe its the weather fooling with me once again but shit it terrible. Something is up with my head. One thing that I've been practicing this year was trying to hide my feelings and emotions from my friends. Reason I do that is because I don't wan them to worry or feel concerned for me. Only real n*gg*z know when something is up with me . But I think all the things I was trying to hide from the past are finally getting into my head. History, past, future and all this garbage is just getting into my head. Looking what I have done in the past these last few day just makes me feel like an idiot. I was looking through some emails I sent to someone a few months back, I was such and stupid dumbass back then. The stuff I tried to do these last few months, when looking back I feel like a total dumbass, jerk and an idiot . I would hate to think about my past for the rest of the summer. Having to look at my past and thinking to myself how dumb I was. Stuff like that makes me wanna just go insane and crazy .Well not only summer but the rest of the year. I can't have this feeling all year. I will dread myself. And next thing you know it, I will do something stupid once again

I need to get out more often or find something to do to clear my mind... probably work on my other blog. been writing 16 bars lately