Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Way Out

Theirs nothing left to say now
Cuz I'll be on my way now
And I'll be moving way out, way out, way out
Outta your way
Man, I wish I can stab her

Saturday, December 26, 2009


I have become a total emop these past few days. People may not have noticed, maybe because I am good at hiding these things. I just wish my life was so much more simpler. fml

Friday, December 25, 2009

Happy Holidays

Monday, December 21, 2009

Finishing and Starting

Finished : Sora no Mani
Nyan Koi
Finishing : Railgun
Haruka Purezza
Starting : Ippo

More Snow plox

First snowday of the school year and boy did I need it. Was able to finish up my Frankenstein assignments and I have some time to prepare for my Stats presentation. Wohoo :].

Spent of the weekend watching anime and working on my Stats report. Pretty much took my whole weekened. However, I did manage to spend time with a few of my friends to celebrate the end of the week and did some gift shopping.

I'll try to be more picture heavy now.

Saturday, December 19, 2009


You are always on my mind.
Whenever I go out and drive
For some reason you always seem to be on my mind.
I wish you were mine.


No more drinking for me.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Finally Finished

Finished mother fuckerrs

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Days in Ob

I had another reality check today. As my days at Obryan't high school wind down, I realized that I haven't really made anything of myself. I've been in this school for six years which is a shame due to the fact that I haven't really accomplished what I wanted when I originally wanted when I came to the school. Every year I set goals for myself and I fail to achieve them every single year. However, one goal I did achieve was to make some real good friends. I sat at lunch today and realized that I made tons of friends. Unfortunately, I also realized today that most of the friend's I made at school are just regular friends. Sure, I made friends that I can trust but look at all the friends I can't trust. It surely is a big number. Talking to a friend a lunch really made me realize that.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Those days

Have you ever had one of thos days where everything started as a average day. Then you suddenly become emo because you begin to realize some things. Then friends cheer you up and end up having a good time but at the end of the day you begin to think once again ans feel shiity all over again. That's the day I'm having

Friday, November 20, 2009


I've fallen behind in reading lately. I guess I haven't really had the time to start a new book. Hopefully, I will start sometime soon. Some books that I am looking forward to reading

  • What the Dog Saw: And Other Adventures
  • SuperFreakonomics: Global Cooling, Patriotic Prostitutes, and Why Suicide Bombers Should Buy Life Insurance
  • The Tipping Point: How Little Things Can Make a Big Difference
  • Blink: The Power of Thinking Without Thinking

Most of these as you can see are written by Malcolm Gladwell

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Pay my teacher their dues!


Okay, so you don't usually see me here talking about my homie Nigel. Nigel was recently featured on the Boston Hearld. So of course this is big news! Congrats homie!

So, the article went on and talked about the recent controversy of teachers getting paid their dues. Our school is fortunate enough to have Exxon mobile partner up with our school to pay our teachers an extra 100 dollars for each student who pass the AP EXAM. Sounds good right? Well, I believe so but others don't. My friend Nigel agrees that they should get paid and so do I. But there are a tremendous amount of teachers who do not think they should get paid. I just think teachers who do not think they should get paid are just jealous. I even had a teacher tell me today that my teachers were considered "pimps". I just wanted to kill her right there because that is just disrespectful. Sure, the money could have went to the school but calling my teacher a pimp. That is just uncalled for!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I just cant keep my word.

So school, has been really tough on me lately. I started second term with mediocre grades and this college stuff is really aggravating me. Life has been really frustrating. I would come home feeling tired but I still continue to study and handle family business. I try to help my friends whenever they ask for help. Questions on tests, advice and all that crap. However what really frustrates me is whenever someone asks for help and I tell them what to do, they don't do it. Okay, that may seem kind of selfish but if they are telling me the same thing everyday and I give the same advice to them everyday it kind of frustrates me because it seems like I'm wasting my effort for no reason. I am not only talking about advice but suggestions to. I don't understand what is the point of me looking at things when you do not even take the comments seriously. I just feel like its a bunch of wasted effort. And then the way I get treat after all this is just terrible. I am about just to quit on them and not help at all. All a bunch of wasted effort.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

On Hiatus.

Because manga authors do it all the time until I am done with College Apps and crap :]

Movie Quotes

one of my favorites : "Love means never having to say you're sorry"

Thursday, November 12, 2009


My brothers and I are starting to play a lot of videogames. Stephen is playing Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2, Roger is playing Dragaon Age and I am playing Final Fantasy IV on my iPhone. What is cool about it is that we all are playing on different types on consoles. Stephen is playing on a home console (Xbox 360), Roger is using his PC and I'm playing on my iPhone. I logged roughly around 6 hrs of gamplay in the past week which isn't too much. I thought it would be around 10 hrs by now. Actually, thats more like Roger. I swear that kid just stays in his room, watch anime and play Dragon Age. He will occasionally come out to watch television with us but only on Wednesday and Thursday. Stephen on the other hand has finally stopped talking about Fantasy Football and has a new obsession. He's probably logged 8 hrs by now! Thats a lot since he does have a girlfriend and a job. So I am like 1/3 done with Final Fantasy IV. Mostly because I usually level up on the bus and during APES class. Then at home I will go on and do the quest. So what do I plan on playing next? Well, I am probably going to start Final Fantasy V and VI, then I and II. After that I'll start the Golden Age series and alot more. I am planning to finish all of them right before the school year ends. Hopefully I will get this accomplished.

Monday, November 9, 2009


200th post already? Damn! I blog way too much.
It has almost been a year since I created this blog. I remember the dark days where I would just have a black background with some abstract banner. I sure changed my blog around alot this past year. I also started to blog more about my life as the year went on. I guess you can say this is a good thing but I kinda miss the days where I can blog whatever I want like music, games and news. Well I still do that but it just feels awkward. Well happy one year blog.

Friday, November 6, 2009


I've been getting a lot of headaches lately. Maybe I still haven't gotten used to day light savings. So to cure these headaches I would often drink a lot of water and take a lot of asprin or advil. But lately, I would just drink lemonade to cure these frequent headache. I try to use as little sugar as possible and it seems to work. My headaches are gone immediately. Thank god for lemon.

Thursday, November 5, 2009


I probably cycle through 6 or 7 headphones a year. Recently, my Coby CVE92 Isolation Stereo Earphones died. I hate when the left side always fail. Currently I'm using some iPod headphones which are not too bad but the thing about them is that they seem to break in really quickly. I probably cycled through 5 iPod headphones this year, 1 coby and 1 skull candy. Maybe I should save some money for some Shure SE110 Sound Isolating Earphone.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Life goes on

Last time I made a real entry was a while ago, so I'll give you an update what has been happening lately. The month of October flew by super fast! I can't even imagine that we only have to work our ass off in school for only 2 more months. Talking about school, it looks like I finally made it on the honor roll. THAT RIGHT, FINALLY ON THE HONOR ROLL! EAT THAT SPANISH II and III. The only class that kept me from the honor roll the past years. Beasted in most of my AP courses and my regular courses as well. Enough talking about school, lets talk about other things. Like Halloween? Did everyone have a nice Halloween? I sure did! Finally was able to spend some quality time with some buddies. Went to trick or treat with my friends at school and others! Had a blast but was uber tired after! Pictures are on facebook! Pretty much whats been happening with my life. I know, I make it sound so exciting even though it is actually pretty boring.


Been listening to alot of Weezer lately. I love this song!

Sunday, November 1, 2009


Otaku,people with obsessive interests, particularly anime, manga, and video games. Yes, it is that time of the year again where I become an a total otaku. The new Fall Anime schedule is up and running and I love it. Last year's schedule kinda sucked so I didn't really catch anything new last year. Just watched some old stuff but this year there are a few things I am interested in. To Aru Kagaku no Railgun and Nogizaka Haruka no Himitsu Purezza. I love fall/winter anime!

Hit up RandomC for more information about these series.

Attention Deficit

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Mike Posner

My boy Mike P finally dropped his latest mixtape "One Foot Out the Door"
Check it out!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Anime anime anime

Who needs to do homework if you can just watch anime. The last few days I've been watching Nogizaka Haruka no Himitsu. I discovered this series when I was reading Japanator over the weekend. They kept on talking about the second season so I decided to take a look of the first season. Like most anime I watch, it is a real short series so far. The first season only has 12 episodes and the second season is airing right now. So what is different about this series? Well it starts off like your regular normal high school anime. However this anime does not contain magical creatures, spells and all that crap. Just simple romantic plot. Similiar to Love Hina but less on the perverted side.

Saturday, October 24, 2009


Don't you hate it when teachers give you a whole bunch of work before the weekend. argh, I'm swamped with work this whole weekend. College applications and supplements, homework, projects, presentations, interviews and a bunch of errands. And it doesn't help when you have a huge ass headache from last night.

Yes, I realize that I just wrote a post about not getting too much homework.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

If you are wondering if I want you to, I want you to

So this is the first single off Weezer's new album, Raditude. I love this song as it has great meaning, moral and story. It kinda reminds me of myself in a way. Enjoy

Wednesday, October 21, 2009


If there is one thing that I miss about being a junior is the amount of homework I used to get. I would just devour myself in history and physic textbooks and read about interesting things. This year, it seems like I barely get any homework, besides for AP Stats. Some of you guys may enjoy the lite load of work but I do not enjoy this at all. I miss all the readings I had to do for history, all the problems for physics and all the things I had to do for English. I know its our senior year and all but shit, I wanna learn something. The lite homework phase is affecting my lifestyle lately too. Often, I would get lazy during the day since there is nothing to do. After studying, I usually take a nap for 2-2.5 hrs. Wake up and work on ALL my homework in 30 minutes. After my homework, I would just sit on my computer, looking through facebook photos or playing videogames. Lazy indeed. I should really use this time to do something productive. Maybe blog more or read some more.

On the right of my page are a list of blogs and sites that I've been reading during my freetime. Maybe, I should find some more sites and blogs to read.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

nothing really

Nothing really to blog about. Life is just becoming stale. Hopefully, these next few days will rejuvenate my life as I look forward to these next few weeks. I've join the BCNC league again this year. It seems like BLS and NQHS isn't going to be playing. That is good news for us, competition wise. Pregame or as I would like to call it, Week 0 didn't go to well. Miscommunication, errors and unbalanced teams were definitely keys to our losses on Saturday. Hopefully as the league season progress so will our team.

So I've finally started my college "stuff" today. I went to see one of my teachers after school so she can help me. I always feel like there is a line whenever I want to talk to her. Kids just line up to see her just for stupid things. I am pretty sure that they just want to suck up, but I was like that when I was younger too.

Lately, I've been hooked on RockBand. Again. But this time it is for the iPhone. I just downloaded it yesterday and its pretty fun considering that its still a mobile game. However, the vocals suck for that game. I finally have something new to do during Environmental Science class. And for those who thought I only listen to rap, up yours. Just kidding. -_-;

Got my volleyball hoody today. Feels kinda plain but its all good :]. Has my last name on the back as well.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

The weekend

I love the weekends. It gives me time to think, relax and nap.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009


Happy birthday to my homie,


omfg dji finally hit 10,000. i knew this day would come.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009


Going back to school after a long weekend is the worse. Actually, what is even more worse is going to school from 7-4 after a long weekend. Fuck that, I barely learned anything in those extra two hours. Atleast, I got some ice cream and vanilla cake out of it. I was hungry, tired, sleepy and bored to death in class. Seeing all those kids outside the window during class just makes me want to leave. After the gruesome two hours, I waited outside for the bus for 20 minutes. Fell asleep on the bus and missed my bus stop. -.-. It was getting cold and I had to walk back to the stop since it was the most logical thing to do. On the way, I tried this new Monster Drink and tried out the new subway buffalo chicken sandwich. Both weren't too bad. So after grabbing my food, I waited for the train. Shit takes forever. When I got home, ate my sandwich, worked on homework and did some research. Actually got my college list done. Now, I need to talk to my teachers about my recommendations and advice.

I would be surprised if you guys figure out the name of the painting for my new banner.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Columbus Weekend

Its kinda weird how we celebrate Columbus day. Well no matter how strange it is, it still a cool holiday because its just another excuse for not going to school. I spent my weekend taking a test, watching football and celebrating Trung's Birthday. Stayed home on friday to watch the Grandmother and do some last minute studying. Saturday, was alright. Took the exam and jetted out. Brookline High School is nice and all but I just wanted to go leave. Met up with Roger and ate at Rod Dee and then head back home. At home played videogames with Stephen and then decided to head to Zhi's. Chilled there for the whole day and just had a good time :].

Sunday was typical. The fantasy guys came over. Watched most of the games. The guys left to go out while I stayed home at night. Decided to watch Star Trek and do some homework at night. Typical Sunday.

Today, I went to celebrate Trung's birthday. Went to Olive Garden with some friends to celebrate his birthday. Hope you enjoyed it! Went to iparty later and played with some of the costumes. Went back home after.

Pretty much my whole weekend


I just finished watch Star Trek (2009). I know I am kinda late but its better later than never. So I thought the movie was real good. I love the action, the plot, the story and just almost everything. But there was one thing I hate about this movie. Well its not really about the movie but more of the character. I am not a huge Star Trek fan. I used to watch it weekly but the series has died out and I am not too interested anything besides Voyager. So like I was saying before, I hate this one particular character. I thought Spock was just horrible. The acting was great and all but the role he played just made me hate him. Hopefully they make a sequel to this because I am not looking forward to watching the old 80 films of this series. If you weren't able to catch this on film, try to buy it on DVD when it comes out next month. I was so glad that I got an advance copy of the DVD as well as G.I.Joe and Transformers 2. Maybe I'll write about that once I see it.

Sunday, October 11, 2009


A typical normal sunday. The fantasy guys came over to watch the games. So during the game, the guys were calling for my brother. Whenever they do that, they usually call "Tsang", they rarely call him Stephen. So now I am starting to call my brother, Tsang lately too. haha. Stephen is just too long of a name to call.
Damn, I need a life so I can blog.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

So sick of life.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

A city with no seasons

What is a city with no seasons?
Shawn Chrystopher knows. Metaphors are amazing.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Lazy Saturday

Another lazy Saturday. Pretty much stayed at home and just did some homework, studying and played a whole lotta of videogames. Halo 3 ODST with Roger and Madden 2010 with Stephen. The games of Madden weren't too bad though. There were a few games where it was real close. However in the end I remained 3-1 for the day. I love the new tv we have because it makes videogaming so much better. Pretty much a dull Saturday. Actually, something exciting did kind of happen today. When I was looking through my bag for some papers, I realized that I left my investigation in my locker. I needed to do well on this investigation because I failed my last one. So I was freaking out for a good hour. I finally decided to email Ms.Hessney and 2 hrs later she gave me a scan of the investigation. Thank fucking god cause I really needed the grade to do well in her class. I am probably still rank top 5 in her class. tehehehe :). Now I'm doing this gay ass parody speech for hamlet. I hate english honors.

Football tomorrow. Here are my picks.
Chi def Det
Cin def cle
Hou def Oak
Ind def Sea
Ten def Jac
NyG def Kc
NE def Bal
TB def Was
Buf def Mia
No def NyJ
Dal def Den
SF def Stl
SD def Pit
Min def Gb

Wednesday, September 30, 2009


Thinking about making multiple clubs for the school. Tell me what you guys think!

- Recycle club
- Obryant Edition Newspaper

Other clubs that I will be joining/ have joined.
- Asian Culture Club
- Yearbook
- Obryant Volunteer

Fantasy week 3


This lost makes me 1-2 for the season. After a disapointing week 2, I come into week 3 looking for a win. Instead Maurice Fucking Jones Drew and Reggie Wayne had an explosive game. AND MY KICKER, he only scored two fucking points! TWO POINTS! WHAT THE HELL is wrong with the Redskins. Hope they lose next week as I picked up a brand new kick this week. Also picked up Jabar Gafney, Bengals (D/ST) and Issac Bruce. All good pickups since Galloway sucks and Heath Evan is a big gamble to start. But FML, I should have won this game but atleast it wasn't as bad as week 2.

My week 2 results ( wished I didnt benched Rivers) FML.
Rivers scored 26 pts that week

Saturday, September 26, 2009


Uhhh, so last night I had the strangest dream ever! I was on the last train heading back to Brighton. I was dead tired so I knew I was going to sleep on the train. So while I was waiting for the train I set my alarm clock for 1230 because I was hoping the alarm clock would wake me up. So on the train, I found a seat in the corner. I love those seats because it makes sleeping a whole lot easier and less embarrassing.I started to doze off. So while I was dozing off I had a vision that I kept on twisting and turning on the train. I was dreaming that I couldn't sleep and that I was still in the tunnel of the train. That the first time that ever happened to me. Then suddenly, what felt like 4 minutes was actually 30 minutes. Then suddenly my phone started to ring. It was my alarm clock that I set up at 1230. And before I knew it, I was already in Allston. I was totally freaking out because my dream felt like 4 minutes. I started to think to myself that I was dreaming. So I started slapping myself. Putting on my ipod. I probably looked like a total dumb ass. When the train was coming to my stop, I began to walk. I immediately fell down. I was dizzy, eyes were tired and I couldn't even walk a straight line. So when I got off the train I started sleep walking. Thank god I made it home safe.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Nothing to worry about

So I've been in school for a week and a half now. I seriously thought that senior year was goona be tough but I guess there is nothing to worry about. Sure, it may be stressful at times but its not as stressful as I was expecting. I love my schedule and my classmates are pretty much cool.

English is probably the worst class that I have. I find the class extremely boring. All we do all day is listen to audio tapes in class which is way different than what I did last year. Maybe that is the reason I find the class so horrible. Well atleast I have a few friends that I can talk to in class.

Stats class is probably the only class that I look forward to almost everyday. Class goes by so fast and I learn so much in that class. It is the best math course that I have ever taken. Sure, some things do not make sense but that is okay because the teacher will go over it many times until the whole class gets it. I love that class. The only downfall about the class is that I have no one I really talk to in that class since it is mixed with Juniors and Seniors.

Sociology is okay. I kinda enjoy the class conversations we have because I am allowed to input my opinions in class freely. The only thing I dislike about the class is that Ms.Bailey needs to shut the f*ck up sometimes. Some of her shit does not make any sense and it really offends me. Somedays I just wanna go up there and smack her.

APES is probably the only class that I do not stress over. This is the second year with Ms.Chesnut so I know how to do the assignments, what she likes and how the class is goona go. Coincidentally I sit in the same exact seat where I sat last year. I kinda enjoy that seat because its right in the middle so it forces me to pay attention. I kinda enjoy the class because there isn't much work but I know I will need to work my ass off when it comes exam week which is in May.

Microeconomics is fun. We do alot of note taking and experiments. It kinda reminds me of AP United States History but without the long outlines and homework. One thing I do not enjoy about the class is that she is the only teacher that collects do nows. I hate doing do nows and I think they are useless. However it is an easy way to get points in her class so I guess its kind of a good thing.

The last class of the day is Study. I love study class because I can go anywhere I want. The past few days I would just walk around the school, say hi to all my teachers, visit a few classes, head to Dunkin Donuts down at dudley and just carefree stuff. I should really do my homework in that class but I find it hard to concentrate in that class. I guess I'll give it another try tomorrow.

Seriously, I love my schedule this year. The classes are not as stressful as I was expecting and I love the teachers besides for Ms.Bailey. Seriously, there is nothing to worry about.

mick boogie finally done some good on this mix.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009


cant wait to play this.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Lazy Weekend

Another lazy day. Slept for hours,played tons of xbox ,did a bit of studying and played with my phone. I surely love these lazy days. Gives me time to relax, do some chores and just enjoy myself. I don't have much homework this weekend, so I decided to give myself a small day off. I actually got to clean some of my room and got through folding my laundry. I hate folding laundry so much! Pretty much a lazy Saturday.Up doing stats homework now.

one of my favorite songs from Asher's debut album

Oh, I forgot to mention that I changed my schedule for school. Instead of taking Bio 2 I am taking biotech during 6th period which means I will have study during 4th. I had a chance to take APES but I decided not to.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Michael Jordan

One of basketball best was inducted in the hall of fame yesterday. A historical moment that it was. Michael Jordan really deserves it.6 rings, over 5 mvps and so many other titles. So this one is for you MJ.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Blah blah blah

First day of the school year was today. Any fun? Not really but sure was exciting. I already knew that I was going to have English Honors first period with Owen, Ve, Kevin and Stephanie. But I wasn't expecting to see some of my AP English friends to be in my first period. Decided to sit with Hussain, a fellow classmate in my English class last year. I was supposed to sit with Ve, but I thought she was going to follow me and she went her own way. Haahha, sorry. The class wasn't that bad. There are alot of people who I wish weren't there but at least its not full of ghetto kids. During first period we got our ANNUAL bus pass. Yes, that is right, annual bus passes. In my opinion I think this is a STUPID idea because what if I lose a bus pass. I would have to pay full fare every time I take the train or bus. Other than that, I thought 1st period wasn't too bad. I have a good group of classmates and the teacher seems really nice and reasonable. Stats class was probably the best class of the day. It just felt like one of those summer classes but instead it was shorter and the class size was smaller. Instructions were confusing at first but Vu later explained it to me. lol As for the next two classes, I hated them. Ms.Bailey is a crazy. Most of her ideas and philosophies don't make sense at all. Biology 2 was bad because it was boring and the teacher seems mean. >>. Lunch felt short. As the day progressed, classes felt shorter and before I knew it the final bell rang. Now all I need to do is get out of those two classes or learn to like them.

After school, Stephanie gave me a ride. It was a smooth ride but I think it would it have been faster if she went through brookline instead of going all the way to copley and switching to the highway. Went home, took a 30 min nap and went to studying. Called up kevin to head to staples and went home. Ate and now watching football. I love football season. Hopefully my team does good this year. Rivers and Jackson FTFW!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009


I'm not goona go nostalgic on you guy by saying how I remember everything I did because frankly, it would be impossible to remember and write out everything I did. I had a fantastic summer. As school is coming closer, I can not help but to think about how much time I spent with my friends enjoying summer. Partying, playing videogames, listening to music, studying and just relaxing. Sure, I could have used my time more wisely as well as my money. I can not even calculate how much money we wasted on party cups, drinks and food. I bet it was alot though. haha. Its been a good summer.


I can't believe it has been ten years already. Ten years since I bought the Dreamcast. Looking back at it, the hype was crazy back then. Launching at 9.9.99. Who else can think of that but Sega? The price was just right at $199 US dollars.

So you guys may ask, why dedicate a blog post about this? Well, the Dreamcast was pretty much my whole childhood up. I remember spending days and endless summers playing games on it. Games like Shenmue, Skies of Arcadia, Tony Hawk, Street Fighter 3, Street Fighter Alpha 3, SNK vs Capcom 2. I had a lot of games for it. The dreamcast blew my mind away. With its stunning graphics, online capabilities and just the amount of fun I had. I loved this system. Ridiculous that its been 10 years already. It felt like I was playing it just yesterday. Button mashing my way through Marvel vs Capcom. Stepping on those arrow keys on my Dance Dance Revolution mat. God dam, I had tons of fun playing my Dreamcast.

this one is for you.
Best system I ever had

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Sunday, September 6, 2009


so much shit stressing me out.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Kid Cudii

Sorry Kid Cudi fans. I just had to. I love this song. Please support and buy the album when it drops!

Friday, September 4, 2009


Nigga I said this is how I chill

Thursday, September 3, 2009

This caffeine

Its 3 oclock in the morning. Why the hell am I still up? I decided to buy a monster today because I needed to start and finish Nickel and Dimed. I was able to finish the book within 2.5 hrs. Start after 12 and finished roughly around 3. The caffeine in the Monster did help. Just that I was expecting to finish the book in 4hrs so I decided to drink a whole can. Now I can't go to sleep. Might just start playing more MvC2 or finish up Stats homework. Damn, I am not looking foward to this morning. I have to wake up early to help do something for my brother. I hope I will get enough sleep.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

labor day

September 1st, formally known as labor day around here. This day pretty much means nothing to me as I sat home on the morning trying to finish some work before school. Yes , school is about to start soon. Can't believe it. So after doing some homework I decided to walk around the neighborhood. Kinda enjoyed the weather today . Nice, breezy and sunny. Also got to meet some of the new people around the neighborhood. Not really meet, but just check out some of the new girls around the block. Now I wish a hot girl moved next door.lalala. Returned back around three. Was goona meet up with a few friends but i didn't lol. Instead , took a nap . Pretty much my labor day. Dang I need to start hanging and going again.

Oh, I was listening to jay-z's new album. It is pretty nice

Monday, August 31, 2009


As summer begins to wind down, I can not help but think how much I have learned, experienced and how much fun I had this summer. Spending times with my friends and family were priceless. From the time we spent on the basketball court to the time we spent at Zhi's. It sure was a great summer. I guess the last meteorological day of summer makes me kinda feel nostalgic right now. Oh by the way, please excuse my grammar in this post. I wrote a few papers today and I am not in the mood to check my grammar. haha. So back to what I was saying, this being the last meteorological day of summer makes me feel nostalgic. Remembering all the fun times I had. All the stupid shit I did. All the things I regret. All the things I loved. This is one summer to remember. I wish I took enough photos or made a mv for all the experience I had. I guess there always next time.

August 31

Today is the last meteorological day of summer. Suck doesn't it? It sure does. Didn't really do much today. Stayed home, did some homework for my upcoming classes, studied like I always do and read. Great way to end summer. Just sitting at home and relaxing. I couldn't have it any better. I would have loved to come out but I was soaked in homework as well as reading. I felt like I got a lot accomplished today as well as my summer.


New Wale
Wale - World Tour!

End of summer survey found on facebook

1. Drank alcohol?
Lots and Lots of it

2. Cried?

3. Kissed anyone?

4. Been on a vacation to a different state?
Went to NYC and NH but didnt stay over

5. Been on a vacation to a different country?

6. Been to a beach?
Plenty of times

7. Been to the boardwalk?

8. Looked at the stars?

39. Smoked?

10. Snuck out?

11. Had a sleepover?
Slept over friend's house

12. Stayed up all night?

13. Slept in someone else's bed?

14. Went in a pool?

15. ...without a bathing suit?

16. Been on the computer?
Yah nigga

17. Played video games?
Yah. brawl. mvc2 and dmc 4

18. Listened to an ipod/mp3 player?

19. Been on over 30 car rides?

20. Been grounded?
Nigga no

22. Regret something?
Plenty of things

23. Been drunk?

25. Done anything against the law?
Yup. probably

26. Been camping?
Was going to

27. Got in a fight?

29. Stayed at a hotel?

31. Went shopping?

34. Asked someone out?

35. Got in a car with a stranger?
Someone i didnt know at the time

36. Lost someone close?
Thank god no

37. Had someone sleep in your bed?
Nope. no one wants to sleep there

38. Been to a movie?

39. Been to a club?

40. Slept in?

41. Got tanner?

42. Watched TV for more than 5 hours?

41. Learned something new?

45. Did homework?

47. Driven?

48. Ate out at a restaurant ?

49.Went surfing?

50. Went dancing?

51. Been to a concert?

52. Quoted a movie?

53. Played with fire?
hahhaha yeah

54. Made new friends?

56. Got arrested?

58. Been searched by the cops?
cops dont care abt me

Sunday, August 30, 2009


Its late. Nothing to do so why not blog?

I've been always known to carry change around in my pocket. I usually put my change and receipts in my left ass pocket and my wallet on my right. But one thing that I find annoying is the size of coins. I never understood why dimes are smaller than nickel physically but when talking value the dime is 2 times the value of a nickel. Atleast make the fucking dime bigger. I dont care that its smaller than the nickel. I just fucking hate the size of them because when searching for change I can never tell the difference between a penny and a dime. Maybe I should just start throwing away pennies or maybe the United States should stop issuing pennies. Most pennies are being used for no good anyways.


The song that made me love The Beatles. Heard it from the The Beatles Rockband promo

Saturday, August 29, 2009

who knew my luck can change ?

Had my first driving hrs today. I was scared as fuck. First thing I dis was gased it. Richard , my instructor immediately stopped me. lol. As we left Brighton and headed towards Brookline I got the hang of it. Still need to learn when to gas and when to not gas .

After my driving lessons I went to zhis place again. Been losing there alot lately. Lost alot yesterday and even more today . my love life must be real good since I've been losing .lol. Lots of mj this weekend lol.

Hopefully my luck will change soon.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Whats new?

So I have been blessed with a new computer. Well, I had it for like 3 weeks already but I haven't really been using it. I recently wiped out my old sony viao so it has nothing there. Thank god I backed up all my music, docs, pictures and videos. So this new computer was cheap so I decided to buy it. Decided to give my viao to my dad for the new shop. I fucking love slickdeals. Always has the best shit for the best prices. One thing that I hate about it that the graphic card really sucks. Sure, its better than my viao but I was hoping to play some games on it. Another thing is that the keyboard that came with does not have as many features. And one last thing is that its running Vista. Windows 7 is coming right around the corner and Vista is really annoying. Good thing I decided to up the RAM on my computer.

Okay, so enough of computer talk. Not really much to talk about lately. Well there is but there are some things I like to keep to myself.

There has been one thing I've been doing alot lately. That has been partying. Either if its small or large. I just can't stop partying. Tomorrow is the start of the new weekend and there is no party insight which is unusual. I think last week was the best one out of all the ones I've been too. Had so much fun and just was nice chilling and relaxing. Who cares if I felt terrible right after, it just felt so great.

So whats new with you?

Monday, August 24, 2009

Rivers and JD?

Old video but I love this song.

Sunday, August 23, 2009


Imagine a weekend where people didn't care if they got fucked up. Shit was just straight poppin right and no one cared about the drama that was happening. All we really cared was that we were having fun.

Thursday, August 20, 2009


I fucking love this song. no relevance to my previous deleted post.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009


So I am using an app on an iPhone which allows me to manage my blog. This app is pretty cool and is sick. but what is even a cooler app is photogene or something like that lol. It allows me to edit my pics. Here is one of my recent pics editted with the app.

Monday, August 17, 2009

Hot summer days

Its days like these which make me wanna stick my head in the freezer and leave it there forever. These last four days were friggen hot as hell. So this past weekend was probably the hottest weekend all summer. Temperatures reached up to the 90s.

Friday wasn't that bad but you still needed the AC to be on the keep cool. So, Friday was my last class at Driver's Ed. It felt GREAT. Even though the day was pretty long, we watched a bunch of really cool videos and I passed my driver's ed exam. The last few days of Driver's Ed wasn't too bad. Met a few people, made some new friends and kicked some white bitches ass in tic tac toe. After class, I went back home to watch Miss Asahina prepare for her big movie. Went back out to go pick up my new phone. I should have mentioned this earlier but I just got an Iphone and I love it!!!! After my meet up, decided to head to the beach to give Dustin my Iphone, chill and play some ball. It was a nice day to go to the beach. Got lots of mosquito bites. Fucking mosquitoes.

Saturday, Dustin came over for a few mins to finish setting up my phone. I was finally able to use it. Stored some apps, put some music and we bounced. Later on, we met Minh who is traveling with us to Newyork along with Tony on Wednesday at the dunkexchange over at Mass Ave. The place was packed with a bunch of young kids who were willing to buy anything that was either black or gold box. I'm talking about SB's of course. I brought my Tokyo Taxis Blue birds and Barfs which were tony's to sell, Dustin brought his Purple Pidgeons and Minh brought his XX's. Right when I walked on the floor of the Dunk Exchange, I bumped into a kid we met at the Campout. He saw what I had and offered them. I knew I wasn't goona get any more offers like that and I knew some other kids were tryna sell their Taxi's as well so I immediately took the offer. Dustin and Minh in the other hand took a while to get some offers and trades. Dustin got cash and Minh came out with another pair or J's. Overall, the dunkexchange was kinda whack. Nothing good to buy. Actually, we did stumble upon a pair of OG Carmines for 100 bills. I bargained it down to 85 but the guy next to me out bid me and I saw a pretty cool project called the DunkForce 1's I think. I don't remember the name but it was a blend between SB Dunks and Air Force1s. Oh well, they weren't really "wearable". We all decided later to get some grub and head to Tony Lee's. There we had some drinks and played some smash bros brawl. It was getting kinda hot so Dustin and I started putting our heads in his freezer. Then we decided to leave to go to the beach. There we just chilled and walked around. Didn't do much.

Sunday, was pretty dull and depressing. Woke up to find out that my grandmother is once again in the hospital. She just left the hospital last week and just went back in yesterday. So I was pretty bummed out and still am. I still had to help my dad set up for the festival. Went over to Chinatown to set up. After setting up, I decided to leave and walk around. Saw some of the Volleyball tournament and grabbed some food. Most of these Chinatown Festivals are kinda boring. I usually just go to see the tournament, help out, grab food and look for some girls. That what is usually what these Chinatown festivals are good for. Actually, they have some cheap stuff there too. Got my iphone case there for only 5 bills. Sure, I had to bargain a bit but it was worth it.

So today, I woke up. Started my summer reading. Got up to page 100 something on How to Read Literature like a Professor. Its an easy read pretty much. Then Roger asked me if I was busy. I said no, and he told me to take a practice SAT test. He said he'll grade it if I do it. So, I did. I actually didn't do that bad. I guess all the studying do really help. lol. I got a 1900 or somewhere around there. After my examination, I went out and did some gardening work. I took some pics too since the Iphone camera is pretty decent.

Remember to stay cool and don't stay out too long.

Man, I cant wait for my NYC trip this wed.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

happy birthday

I want to wish a happy birthday to


Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Ads Ads Ads

As you may have noticed I advertise for multiple artist, blogs, store and other things. Don't you guys love ads? Now all I need to do is get paid for posting this shit up

Monday, August 10, 2009

Rotation : Monday

Just because I do not have anything better to do before driver ed

Penny 1s FTW :]

Preview : This Week

Okay I lied on my last entry :P.

So I am not looking forward to this week at all besides for Ve's birthday,Ball, Nexus , party and DXC. Sounds like a good week but what ruins it is Drivers ED. I hate the timing. Everyday till Friday I have driver's ed from 10 am to 4 pm and on monday I have it from 10 to 4 and then from 6 to 8. WTF IS THAT? SERIOUSLY! They better feed me or some shit. And this shit wasn't cheap either. 595 dollars for a week program. Sounds kinda pricey. Oh well, thats my fault for not doing DND or chinatown driving courses. Atleast, I will be able to get my license next week when I'm free. My trip is next week so next week sounds kinda hectic too.

The only things I am really forward to are the things I previously mentioned. Hopefully I will have a blast at Ve's birthday. She deserves it and I hope she enjoys it ;]. Me and Owen schedule to ball up this week but I don't know when and where. I need to go pick up my Windows XP Media center cd at Nexus over at Quincy . Sounds like a drag but its not. I love that place. So much shit to do and my uncles there don't really care. hahaha. Hopefully we can get another party this week and the DXC is finally coming to Boston.

Fucking drivers ed ruins this week.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

No more

Alright no more drinking from now on. hahahha

Friday, August 7, 2009


I need a reality check.

Thursday, August 6, 2009


The fellas at ATB hooked me up today. Shout outs to ATB crew up in Boston. Bought some shorts today as well. And sold my Shadow 10s.

I hate how the newer sbs has a thin tounge. They don't even give you a lace bag anymore. Still very clean.

Hooked me up with some more ATB stickers and discounts!

hahah, I get bored at home /work


Tuesday, August 4, 2009


About damn time I'd update about my weekend.

So what a great way to start August.

Saturday marked the first official day of August 2009 and I had a blast! Woke up kinda late since I was playing Marvel VS Capcom 2 the night before on my 360. I love that game so much. I probably clock in like one to two hrs of playing each day. hahaha, only if I can do that with studying. So yeah, woke up played some Marvel VS Capcom 2 on the 360. Cooked something and was about to head out. But before I left, my boss and one of my brother's friend came over to give me something. I wasn't really expecting it but it was cool that I got it. So after I got what I needed, I left to Zhi's place. I haven't chilled at his place all summer. hahaha. At first it was only tim, tony lee, zhi dustin and myself. We played a few rounds of poker. I was even after the intermission. As the day went on, more and more people decided to come over. The reason for so many people over was because we were celebrating Dustin getting his license. But in actuality we just wanted an excuse to party. So instead of continuing with poker we used the poker money to buy some drinks, snacks and entertainment. Some people didn't have so much fun. Some people were just out of control and we had to stop everything for a bit. It is all good because people were about to leave anyways. Anyways,someone pointed out the Triangle obsession of Jagerbombs. Everytime we party it seems like each of us do a Jagerbomb. I guess its our drink. .So instead of going home, I decided to stay over and clean up. After cleaning up and taking care of some things, I decided to ball up. I was surprised that I saw some people playing at 2 in the morning in Chinatown. hahaha. It was a fun game! I stayed a bit longer and the others left. Stayed till like 4 in the morning.

Sunday morning was really bad for me. I woke up with a small headache and I lost in Mahjong :/. Yeah a real bummer. Also the train was really crowded when I was going home. When I got home, I took a refreshing shower and hopped into bed. Took a nap and then did some gardening work. I love gardening. Pretty much my relaxing Sunday.

Monday, was a bad day. Got flaked hard and kid still wants to meet up. Whatever, we'll see what goes on thursday. So went to galleria with Jack Dustin and Jennifer. Pretty boring, but killed some time. hahahha

Today, woke up and did some errands and studied. Filled out my papers for Drivers Ed. Passing that shit in tomorrow. Started to talk to Jennifer, Ve , Simon and Dustin on Gchat and we all agreed to hang out today. We were thinking beach at first but things got complicated. Instead we chose to chill at Jennifer's place. Picked her up at Brigham's and just chilled at her house. Watched a few episodes of Friends. OMG, I love that show. Simon eventually didn't come, he probably forgot or was to busy. Its all good though. Tong came instead. hahahah. Went home did some work in the garden and pretty much my day.

I love this song.

Sunday, August 2, 2009


Don't you hate it when you try to help but they don't ever appreciate it. Its starting really to annoy me and I'm getting sick and tired of it. Or maybe its me and I shouldn't be even going in their business. Just my thought of the month

Friday, July 31, 2009

Ask about me?

ASK ABOUT. I SAID ASKKKK ABOUT MEEE! DC CHILLIN PG CHILLIN. Girls, I ask em do they smoke? Ask em what do they know? Ask em can we go? Pretty girls.. Sunshine in the air, perfume everywhere.g;sjd;j;p'd npj pfj'nPDT 'pdj'pJUp'hd. BETTER READ MY POST BEFORE THIS.

Have you ever slept on the floor with someone you liked?
Hahahah real funny.. I dont remember sleeping on the floor.

Who is your last text from?

Which movie did you last see in theaters?
Up with Jennifer, Dustin and Phuong. Late June

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA real funny. uhh sure?

Are you crushing on someone?

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Hell yeah. Fucking be rich right now. Buy mad stocks and sell it.

Have you ever slept in the same bed with the last person you kissed?
No. dont think so

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
Yes. Soo Young, Friends

Do you like to cuddle?
cuddle with my pillow

Are you keeping a secret right now?

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?

What is your current annoyance?
This fucking bitch. I dont understand what the hell is her problem, shit.

What do you currently hear at the moment?

Are you easily scared by horror movies?
Fuck no.

Does someone like you right now?
Nah, dont think so. They better speak up now!

Are you a risk taker?

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Summer or Autumn

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
Money, my dreamcast, copy of MVC2, and MY DMPS!!!!

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with the letter K?

Are you looking forward to anything?
ummm getting mvc2 for xbla

Plans for tomorrow?
idk. bb?

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?

Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?

Have you ever cried during a movie?
HAVE YOU SEEN UP? shit was so sad.

Are you comfortable with your height?
I wish I was tall. Maybe 6 feet? HA!

Whats your favorite thing to eat?
I like Steak! and burgers!

What is sitting next to you?
Glass of water

Do you sleep with a fan on?
Once in a while.

Were you happy when you woke up?
No. pissed.

When someone says "we need to talk," what runs through your mind?
Umm,it wasnt me

Where will you be in an hour?
washing dishes probably

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?

Would you ever donate blood?
Yes for money!

What kind of pants are you wearing?
Baller shorts

Is there someone you will never forget?

What's your favorite color gummy bear?

What is the best part of the opposite sex's body?
Boobs, Ass, Legs.Face and OF COURSE PERSONALITY.

Have you ever made up/sang a song for someone you cared about?
poems. songs. raps. name it, i done it

Is there a baby in the room with you right now?

What is your middle name?

What's in your pockets?
cell phone

Anything in your mouth?

Ever hurt yourself playing Wii?

Do you have freckles?
NO. freckles are unattractive :X. kinda

How many languages can you say "Hello" in?

Can you do the alphabet in sign language?

Do you wear glasses?
Real glasses no. Invisible glasses yes. Imaginary glasses yes.

Like a rock?
I HATE ROCK. Scissors ftw

What's the last thing you thought about?
New Soul. I love that song.

Thursday, July 30, 2009


Ok, so the long awaited Marvel VS. Capcom 2 came out on xbla a few days ago. So why am I here blogging? Shouldn't I be playing this terrific game instead? The only problem is that I am FUCKING BROKE. I won't be getting paid till next Monday meaning that I will have to wait till next week to get the game. The game is fairly cheap but I am on a low budget right now until my next pay day. I wasted over 200 hrs playing this game at home with my Dreamcast during vacation, after school, at night, even at volunteer. I even skipped a few days of school when I was in 6th grade just to sit at home and play. Yes, I was a loser back then. Even in the summer when I was volunteering as a custodian, some of the custodians would bring their A game on while the kids were at recess. Playing on the big projector with either a Dreamcast controller or a Playstation controller. They were not big fans of the sequel as I was but nonetheless we just kept on playing and playing and playing like they was no tomorrow. Every time I go to the arcades, I would look for this booth and just start button mashing just cause I wasn't used to arcade sticks and schemes and still not used to them. Can't wait to play this next Monday. Lets see if I can remember what my old team were. I knew I liked to play with Gambit, Strider and Akuma but after seeing people playing online on youtube, I think I need to edit and revise. I still goona stick with Akuma since I know how to use him best. I'll probably switch off between Gambit and Strider depending on what my opponents pick and I wanna experiment with Storm. I've heard good things about her as well as Cable. I am so excited about this game that I started watching matches on youtube just for some old memories. Those were the good days. I wish I can find my Dreamcast and start playing again . I think Ryan still has it :/. argh

Some game play. Look at the crisp graphic!!

fuck it. heading to 7/11 tomorrow morning to pick up my points and downloading it. downloading demo right now.. So I spent like 2-3 hrs just playing the demo w/my brother. ridiculous! Cable and Captain America FTWW in the demo

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Just what the doctor ordered.

So my mind has been all over the place lately. Yeah, I guess I am thinking way too much lately about some things. I needed something to things off my mind. Yesterday was that day. A day where I can just relax and not think about certain things.

So the night before yesterday a few of my friends invited me to go to the beach. At first I did not plan on going but after some convincing and a beautiful forecast I decided to go. What was nice about this beach was that the sand felt so nice. It wasn't the crappy JFK sand but it was just nice sand. The waves and water was absolutely refreshing. And the weather was just superb. I couldn't have asked for a better day. Just got my mind off some certain things. It was unfortunate though alot of our stuff did get wet. For example, my tshirt I left on the beach was soakin wet and one of my friend lost her flip flops so I let her borrow mine. But what really kinda threw my total day off were that Vans were soaked in mud. I quickly washed it off after I saw it and it took forever to dry :/.

When I went home I soaked it in water once again. Hopefully they don't get effed up :(. Anyways, went home. Took a nice COLD shower and went straight to my brother's room .There, I just played my xbox 360. Just an awesome summer day. Kinda ampd for the weekend. Especially Saturday!

I've been listening to this song alot when I've been down. Thom Yorke was awesome on the piano and Pharrell, Kanye and Lupe killed it! Not an official video but Vashtie did an excellent job directing and creating the video.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Story of my life

pretty cool contest. Anyone wanna help

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Lazy or Busy

Alright, I haven't given a real entry in a while. Is it because I'm lazy or is it because I have been busy. Well it is a little bit of both. Haven't really been doing much lately. Studying in the AM, whatever in the PM. Sometimes a few friends come over to play some xbox games since I recently hacked it. Actually, I've been playing a lot of xbox lately. Games like Deadspace, Blazblue and Devil May Cry been killing a lot of time. Shows like Entourage and Haruhi keeps me entertained in the afternoon so I am far from being bored. I make it seem like I stay home everyday. But, I don't. I tend to go out a lot during the weekends to hang out and chill. Play a little bit of ball on the weekdays and that is pretty much my whole summer vacation. I didn't start any of my summer reading or my summer work. I plan to do that in August which is a few days from now. Excited? No, I am not. I kinda enjoyed July and I am going to miss it. Hopefully August will be just as fun. Camping in two weeks and who knows how many parties, events and other stuff will take place.

Here are some things I want to in the month of August

  • Karaoke @ Do Re Mi since they have a lot of updated English songs
  • Maybe another bbq
  • A trip to NYC
  • Six Flags
  • etc..

Support my boy, Big Sean.
One of my favorite songs from his mixtape uknowbigsean

Friday, July 24, 2009

Getcha Some

Support my boy Big Sean.
i need a fucking drink

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Sick and Tired of this bullshit

Saturday, July 18, 2009

The things people do

Why do people continue to do what they know is morally wrong. Seriously, is it just for the heck of it or for the fun and danger? Sure, we are still kids and teenagers but don't people have a sense of moral.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Sex Drugs and Dirty Money

A summer filled “Sex and Drugs and Dirty Money”, wouldn’t that sound nice. Unfortunately, my summer has been far from being nice. Having no summer plans really do suck indeed. All I can really look forward nowadays are the weekends since everyone is free then. Oh well, this means more time for myself during the course of the week. These last two weeks, I have gotten a lot of studying down. Probably like 2.5 hrs to 3 hrs a day. I tend to do my studying in the morning from 9am to noon so I have time for myself in the afternoon. But I realize, I have shit to do in the afternoon. Just been surfing the web and have been playing 360 during the afternoon. I should really get some exercise in and try to get in shape. Maybe after I finish Castlevania.

This summer isn’t a complete failure though. I already made some new friends and had some fun days. But most importantly is that I have something to listen to. Last year, the music that was pouring was just straight up crap. This summer seems to be different. I actually got some shit to listen to. Mike Posner, Wale, Slaughter House, Kid Cudi, Chester French, Big Sean, Asher Roth , B.O.B to name a few. Yeah, back to listening to hip-hop. I also managed to get a trade down for my Nike SB Concepts Blue Lobsters. A really good trade actually. I’m getting a pair of Jordan DMPS. Not the new ones but the old ones. The 6 and 11. My favorite package ever!!!!! I am supposed to receive them sometime next week. Hope the dude comes through.

Overall, summer has been a bummer. Well, I was expecting this because I wasn’t expecting to work or volunteer. I was just planning to study and do whatever pops up.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Shipping first

It is kinda scary shipping first but I trust my gut. Shit was a pain in the ass to carry and ship. Hopefully it all goes through and I will be satisfied at the end of the day.

Goodbye to my Concepts Nike Sb Blue Lobster package
hopefully hello to my DMP 6 and 11 and my Day of the Deads ^^

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

3 am.

Its 3 am in the morning. Why the hell am I still doing up? Is it because that Stephen and Tina are fucking next door and I can hear them or is it because that I like staying up late. Well, it is neither of those. The reason I am still awake is because of this.

Yes,this right here. I stayed up all night cleaning my room. My room has been a total mess all summer. So I decided to clean it up a bit. But why today? Well, my parents are coming back from their trip to China tomorrow night and I might as well get a head start cleaning around the house. I do not want my parents to think that I was living like a slob since they were gone. This means that I have to Vacum, Mop, Wash and Organize the house tomorrow. But wait, there is more. My brothers, has been really lazy lately. They haven't cooked in days meaning that I would have to either get my Aunt to cook for me or eat out. I do not mind them not cooking for, however doing dishes is something else. These last 3 weeks, I've been doing dishes for them nearly every single day and it gets so annoying. Today was no different. Even though it wasn't that much today it was still pretty annoying. I totally forgot I had to do them so I stayed up do them as well.

Well some of you guys may think that I should sleep now. Well, I seriously can't sleep. I usually fall asleep easily but today is different. I had to stay home yesterday. This gave me a lot of time to think about stuff. Now, I can't get those thoughts out of my head. But, what is the most annoying part of this problem is that there is one thought in my head that I've been trying to get out for months. I simply can't get rid of this thought or image. And the most frustrating part of this is that this image or thought just pisses me off every time I think of it. If you know me, you probably know what I am talking about but this goes to show that some things just can not be forgotten.

So instead of sleeping, I've decided to devour myself into watching anime and eating junk food. I've actually started to watch Cowboy Bebop amazingly. Even though I am on the first episode, I can begin to see why so many people love it. This is something nice because the Haruhi Suzumiya Endless Eight arc has really been pissing me off.

Well, you guys probably won't read this till the morning or afternoon. Hope you guys are enjoying your summer.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

The One

I haven't posted up any music videos in a while. Saw this video over Elitaste's blog and I simply loved the song and video.. Anyways, I've been eating a lot of thai food lately and I've been ordering the same thing. Indonesian Fried rice, Indonesian Fried Rice, Indonesian Fried Rice. I need to try some other stuff. Went to the New Rod Dee's over Brookline. The food and ice coffee was terrific but what was uprising was the appearance of the restaurant. Even though, its still a fast food restaurant it looked really nice. I wish I took pics but my cell phone camera sucks :/. Well anyways, hope you guys enjoy this beautiful summer day. Time to finish cleaning my room.
Oh by the way, Entourage premieres tonight!!!

Entourage was awesome. I love the women on Entourage.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Past few days

Sorry, I haven't been on the blogging scene lately. Comments, posting and reading. Been busy lately and kinda out of it. But if you are really interested in to my status and what I've been up to, you guys can follow me on twitter. I've been tweeting alot lately, so you my followers can keep an update on me. I suggest you guys not to mobile follow though because I do update alot. Here is the link to my page (http://twitter.com/lxtsang)

So a family emergency popped out of no where on Thursday and it kinda shook my world. Everything seems to be better now which is a good thing. This kinda taught me not to take anything for granted because I could have lost someone real important to me. Thankfully, that person is safe now. But seriously, I have not been taking things for granted all my life. Second chance opportunities, advice, incentives, gifts, everything. Kinda of a crazy start to the summer since it was the day right after I got out of class. :/

So it was nice to hear that everything was going fine and that everything was scheduled to be alright. I was worried as hell on friday. I couldn't think for hours. Coudln't sleep for hours. Couldn't get my head straight. When I got home that day, things started to look good and I was finally to get my head straight. This was a good sign because the next day was Independence day and I could have fun knowing that everything will be alright.

Finally, July 4th. I was looking foward to that day all week. Been going to class, worrying and staying at home all week so I was looking forward to having some fun. Woke up early and took the train to Chinatown. Met up with Simon and Zhi. Headed to Tony's place for a BBQ .OMG, the food was delicious and plentiful. I had so many burgers, hotdogs, chicken wings, sausages and drinks. After stuffing ourselves with food we decided to head to the pond. We took a small boat to fish at the pond. It was Tony, his father, Teddy, Simon and myself all on one boat. It didn't feel scary at all. Unfortunately, we didn't catch anything but plants. Even thought we didn't catch anything, the scenery was absolutely beautiful. Perfect blue skies. White puffy clouds. Sea blue water. Its like something you will see in a movie but in real life. So after our failed attempt at fishing we went back to Tony's place. Chilled for a bit and head to Castle Island to meet up with a few friends. Played around the playground and walk on that bridge.Didn't stay for long.After our departure from Castle Island we went to grab a bite at chinatown and went back to Tony's place to grab some fireworks. We went to _______ to light them shits off. Shit was fire! We actually came back to ________ to light some more later that night. When we finished it was 3 am. We headed back to Tony's place to grab a few drinks and spent the night there. Played some games, poker and 360

Today, was just as good. Woke up in the morning with no hangover. :D, so we kinda woke up around noon. Tony took us to Pho. Ordered some nice Bun. After eating, we went fishing again. Yes, but this time we took a real big boat. It was real big. Kinda got sea sick :/. Oh well, atleast I didnt throw up. LOL!!! So instead of going on the boat I slept and texted on shore. Pretty relaxing. Went home after.

Thank god this weekend was enjoyable. This weekend was just what I needed.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Perfect Situation

What is the deal with my brain? Why am I so obviously insane? Now, I must face these hungry nights once again. This shit is getting unbelievable cause its real painful inside. Cause I know I cant have it better.

These last few days, just been terrible for me inside. Maybe its the weather fooling with me once again but shit it terrible. Something is up with my head. One thing that I've been practicing this year was trying to hide my feelings and emotions from my friends. Reason I do that is because I don't wan them to worry or feel concerned for me. Only real n*gg*z know when something is up with me . But I think all the things I was trying to hide from the past are finally getting into my head. History, past, future and all this garbage is just getting into my head. Looking what I have done in the past these last few day just makes me feel like an idiot. I was looking through some emails I sent to someone a few months back, I was such and stupid dumbass back then. The stuff I tried to do these last few months, when looking back I feel like a total dumbass, jerk and an idiot . I would hate to think about my past for the rest of the summer. Having to look at my past and thinking to myself how dumb I was. Stuff like that makes me wanna just go insane and crazy .Well not only summer but the rest of the year. I can't have this feeling all year. I will dread myself. And next thing you know it, I will do something stupid once again

I need to get out more often or find something to do to clear my mind... probably work on my other blog. been writing 16 bars lately

Saturday, June 27, 2009


I'm such a fucking dumb ass. I wished I realized this shit sooner rather than later.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

How far I've come

This is going to be a long post so if you do not feel like reading, gtfo.

Junior year. O what a year it was. I loved it! Even with all the stress, work, tears, pain and hardship it was all rewarding and entertaining. Yall kids might be thinking that I am joking or some shit but you guys did not have the same class experience that I had this year. I feel fortunate to have teachers and classmates that actually care! Oh how grateful I am. Even though the school year is not over yet, as I entered my empty classrooms these last few days, all I can do there is just reminisce all the good times I had there. From Period 1 AP English Language & Composition to Period 6 Physics.

desktop in cisco class. :)

So what made this school year so great and fun? Well, I guess the classmates, friends and teachers. This year was my first year where I had caring teachers through most of my courses. But I can not give all the credit to the teachers. I have to give some credits from my classmates. I loved my classmates this year. Even those little 10th graders in my computer class to some former seniors in my Pre-Calculus. They just made the class so much better and so much more enjoyable. Sure, they are times where you hate your classmates but you have to admit the students in the class is what makes the class enjoyable. Well, in my perspective.

I was actually able to get to know people better this year. I knew most of the people in my class last year or the year before that but having them in class this year made it so much better. I got to know their personality, talked to them and even made some new friends. Kinda strange how one class can change how the way people communicate and interact with each other. I was even talking to people who I thought I would never talk to or will even ever meet because I never seen them around. That is a shame because I wish I got to know some of these people earlier so we could have developed a better friendship or something.

But it was not all school that made this school year fun. I had tons of fun outside of school. From chilling at Zhi's and Jennifer's place everyday to playing volleyball at BCNC during the fall and winter. Those were indeed good times. No matter what I did it seemed like I was enjoying myself. Trying to learn how to iceskate,playing pool,camping ,playing mahjong, hotpotting, fishing or just chilling. All that was fun! We definitely need to do some of that stuff again in the summer. Well obviously we can not go iceskating in the summer but maybe fishing or pool?

Mahjong at Zhi's place during the 1st feminine Saturday

However, if there is one thing I do regret is not taking shit seriously. Especially when it came down to studying. I didn't realize how important school was this year until March. That when I really buckled down to study. It was kinda too late but better late than never right. I guess the studying did pay off. I learned a lesson in the end and learned that you can't always have fun forever. There are some days where you can have fun and other days where you just have to sit down and work.

Those were not the only regret I had this year. This school year I developed a small crush on this girl. I just wished I've done something with it. I still have this small crush on this girl till this day. Not as big as it used to be but there was one point during the school year where I had my chance and I just missed it. I was once again too late to realize that I had my opportunity to grab the girl. Even though it was something small this could have changed a lot. Sure, I may like things now but I think if I was able to seize my opportunity I think things would have been a lot better. Oh well, you go to live with your actions.

Even with all these regret and problems the school year turned out to be real good. One thing I really like was that a lot of conflicts that have been resolved. Sure there are some more that lurk around but I am glad to see people take the step and resolve what needed to be resolved.

Even these last few days has been great. Campnig with Triangle Offense and watching UP with friends was great. Great way to end the year. A great movie and a fantastic weekenend. Even as the school year is ending, I still seem to be having fun. I just can't believe how much fun I had this year. I just wanted to thank you guys for being there when I needed it and just being good friends.

I just simply loved Junior year of highschool. I had so much fun. From Bowling to Volleyball every single thing was fun. Sure there are thing I do regret but forget it. You have to live with your actions. It may seem that I have been emo here and there this year but who isn't emo once in a while. Its just your mood. And as some of you may know moods can change in a second. I can't believe ith as been a year though. I've grown alot, I've come far and I learned a whole lot. I met tons of great people. Got to know some great people. I had the best time of my life so far this year. Just simply great. Let us all hope for a better year next year.

I'll try to put some pics up tomorrow. I'm going to sleep now. Gnite.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

This Time It's Dangerous

Just came back from my camping trip. The weather kinda sucked but in the end it all worked out and we were satisfied with the results! We began our trip right after school on Friday. The school day felt like forever. Especially periods 4-6. Right after my 6th period class, I jetted to my locker to get my Cap and my beaters. It had already started raining when we left the building but when we got to our destination the weather definitely calmed down. Me and Dustin found out spot while Tony was looking for a space to park. Immediately right after dropping off our stuff at the drop off point, we started to talk to our neighbors. Our neighbors were pretty friendly and were cool. Tony eventually did find parking and brought back chairs. We sat, ate and walked around Harvard square till like three. Jenny, came right after we ate and found herself sitting next to us during the camp. A few hours after Jenny came it started to rain. In my head, I was like "OH GREAT!" . It wasn't the pussy rain either. It was like POURING! Jennifer, decided to come along to bring us subs and brownies. .Tony was looking for parking once again, he parked in a handicap spot for less than 5 minutes. He came back and he found a ticket waiting for him. That kinda sucked because he was gone for less than 5 minutes and the person just gave a ticket to him. Well we tried to forget about it and focus on our goal which was to get what we wanted. Jennifer had to go somewhere at night so she left. So it was just triangle offense and jenny as well as the new friends we made waiting in line. Day soon became Night and we suddenly found ourselves waiting outside in the dark for a while doing pretty much nothing. We walked around Harvard Square a few times, played some Nintendo Ds and even tried to play cards. But what was the most entertaining thing to do was watch this black man by the name of "Radio" do some stupid ass shit and say some stupid ass shit. It was like every other second he would mention something about pussy, Michael Vick, Bagels or trying to holler at a girl. He was actually quiet entertaining for a while. Soon, Tony's and Jenny's cousin came by. He brought us the food we needed to survive the night. It was pretty good. :). After eating, the line started to move. We suddenly found ourselves 2 blocks ahead from where we originally started. It was already started to get late and Tony's cousin had to leave. So triangle offense decided to walk around and take pictures. We originally started taking pictures where we set up camp but we eventually started to walk around Harvard campus. Harvard is definately way different at night. Clubs, music and hobo magically appear from no where. You see CVS and Au Bon Pain open till 3 am. Harvard is certainly a sight to see during the day but is definitely a place to go at night. When we came back from our little walk around Harvard, we saw a group of kids in a big crowd. I thought it was going to be a fight or something. Unfortunately, there was no physical contact involved. However, they were freestyling and verbally abusing each other. This was pretty annoying because most some of us were trying to sleep but couldn't because every two minutes some one would scream loudly. However, I managed to be the first one to sleep. I slept for a total of 40 minutes then woke up. Dustin slept next as well as Tony. Me and Jenny were left saving seats for them in the morning. Me and Jenny just walked around and talked. Jenny eventually was the next one to sleep. So it was me by myself saving seats for myself and 3 others. Thank god, I didn't have to do it on my own. The friends I made in the beginning stayed with me and we talked and chatted for a bit. When the other 3 woke up, it was my turn to sleep. Woke up, and we put the chairs back in the car. We lined up for the shoes. This had to be the most annoying part of the camp. People were trying to cut, people didn't listen to instructions and the weather was so hot! We waited in like for atleast 2-3 hrs. We were all worried that we wouldn't be able to get a pair since there were mad heads ahead of us and the line was moving slow. But the sooner we got to the door the more confidence we had. However there was one scary moment. When I went to pick up the kicks, the cashier dropped the package. I thought something might have broke but when we got home everything seemed to be fine. They stayed at my house for a bit and then we left. Me and Dustin left to go to Chinatown to chill at Jennifer's place. Dustin fell asleep there while me and Jennifer just watched korean stuff. Oh lord.

Well it was a fun weekend. Met some great people and I got what I wanted! Next camp out TB3s?