Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I just cant keep my word.

So school, has been really tough on me lately. I started second term with mediocre grades and this college stuff is really aggravating me. Life has been really frustrating. I would come home feeling tired but I still continue to study and handle family business. I try to help my friends whenever they ask for help. Questions on tests, advice and all that crap. However what really frustrates me is whenever someone asks for help and I tell them what to do, they don't do it. Okay, that may seem kind of selfish but if they are telling me the same thing everyday and I give the same advice to them everyday it kind of frustrates me because it seems like I'm wasting my effort for no reason. I am not only talking about advice but suggestions to. I don't understand what is the point of me looking at things when you do not even take the comments seriously. I just feel like its a bunch of wasted effort. And then the way I get treat after all this is just terrible. I am about just to quit on them and not help at all. All a bunch of wasted effort.

1 comment:

  1. Oh I didn't know you still update. It just doesn't show up in my dashboard anymore... And I barely go on Blogspot. But I was wondering why you don't update anymore.. I mean you love blogging lol.

    But do cheer up Lawrence. It's no big deal. Before you know it, you're done with highschool and you would wish that you could go back and enjoy it. Because once it's over, it's over.