Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I just cant keep my word.
So school, has been really tough on me lately. I started second term with mediocre grades and this college stuff is really aggravating me. Life has been really frustrating. I would come home feeling tired but I still continue to study and handle family business. I try to help my friends whenever they ask for help. Questions on tests, advice and all that crap. However what really frustrates me is whenever someone asks for help and I tell them what to do, they don't do it. Okay, that may seem kind of selfish but if they are telling me the same thing everyday and I give the same advice to them everyday it kind of frustrates me because it seems like I'm wasting my effort for no reason. I am not only talking about advice but suggestions to. I don't understand what is the point of me looking at things when you do not even take the comments seriously. I just feel like its a bunch of wasted effort. And then the way I get treat after all this is just terrible. I am about just to quit on them and not help at all. All a bunch of wasted effort.