On that Depressed Shit!

Alright, maybe the title is a bit too extreme but I've been on that depressed mode these last few days. Maybe it is the fact that so much emotions are going through my head. After coming back from break, I knew this was going to happen. As some of you may know, I like to keep my emotions in my head. Even though people can obviously tell when I am upset, content or angry. Having mixed emotions isn't all that great either. Kinda makes me depressed because I have no clear,strong view of my problems (if that makes sense). No matter what though, at the end of the day when I read your blogs I can't help but put a smile on my face knowing that my friends are enjoying themselves or that I am not the only one suffering. Damn, I really need a life and stop blogging about my feelings and school.

On a brighter note, I wanna give a shout out to my n*gg*, Owen Bang. Happy birthday OWEN! He is probably celebrating his 17th birthday with his friends and family. Hope best wishes for him and hopes that he enjoys the rest of his day.

Gone

It is sad to see vacation coming to an end. It has been one heck of a week. A week of relaxing,studying, chilling and enjoying myself. It is sad to see all that go away. But let us look past this vacation and look forward to summer vacaion! Before we do that though, please allow me to recap what happened these last few days since I was "OUTZ" most of the weekend.

I am pretty sure I left off with Thursday on my last entry so I guess I'll start with Friday. Be prepared for a long read.

Friday was great! The weather indeed was superb. I went out the house around noon time to go meet up with Dustin, Jennifer and Tony. We decided to meet at Jennifer's place once again but we left immediately after I got there. Tony had to leave to pick up My, meaning that it was only us three. We all went out to get food and then walked down to the Ymca. We thought about going to the ymca but instead we met up with Michael Ly and walked around Newbury Street. Bodega's was having a sale and I wanted in. Unfortunately there was a line and I didn't cop a single thing. That was probably the only down side of my day. After the disappointing sale, Tony and My picked us up. We dropped Michael off at home and Jennifer at the school. The guys wanted to play some Volleyball but Huy told us to leave in a impolite way. After hearing that, we decided to leave and head to Boston Bowl. We played a few rounds of pool with the four of us and played some frames of bowling. I haven't bowled in such a long time so I kinda did bad. We all left around 6 or 7 ish to go to Zhi's place to go pick him up. We asked Zhi if he wanted to stay over Tony's for the night to hang out. He was uncertain because he had work the next day but he decided to come. While he was making his decesion we played some Volleyball at his place since we got kicked out the gym. After volleyball we all left to go to Tony's house, but before we went to Tony's house we stopped by Dustin's house. We ordered pizza there and played Smash Bros Brawl. After a few rounds of Smash, we got some snacks for the night. Redbull, Monster and Chips. Finally, we were at Tony's house. At first we played some cards until his parents went to sleep. Right when his parents went to sleep, Jenny and Adrn came over but they decided not to drink. We had some beer at first then we all did "jagerbombs" with Redbull and Monster. We didn't have many shot glasses so we had to take turns. Oh well, it was all good. Alan and Lan came later on. We played some more games like pong, which I lost at and xbox. Already, half way buzzed, me and Tony decided to drink some more. While we were drinking we heard Alan,Lan, Adrn and Jenny talking about Forests, Swamps and Burial Grounds. Alan thought it would be a cool idea to go so we all decided to go. Zhi and Tony decided to stay and Adrn had to leave. So it was just Alan, Jenny, Lan, Dustin and myself. I admit that I was scared a little bit scared but there was nothing much to be scared about. I think it were the stories that got to me. There was a funny story where Dustin had his Ipod on and he was like this song isnt on my ipod. That scared the shit out of me but he was just joking. We came back around 4 am and Alan and Lan had to leave. As for Jenny, Dustin and myself, well we decided to sleep in the living room.

It was Saturday when I woke up. When I woke up, I realized how much work I still have to do for school. I wanted to go home but I decided to stay in Randolph and chill. In the morning I went to Dustin's place to shower and then Tony and Jenny picked us up to drop off Zhi and grab breakfast. We ate at My's restaurant. Well its not her restaurant but is where she worked. After eating a heavy breakfast we went to look for some worms. The reason we were looking for worms was because the four of us wanted to go fishing. It took us forever to look for worms! So after spending 2 hrs looking for worms, we picked up My and we all went fishing down in Canton! It was pretty fun since the water felt nice and the weather was again superb. After fishing for an hr or so, I got dropped off at Dustin's place for a while. We waited for Tony to come back so we can go to Simon's birthday. We couldn't get him a gift because we were running a bit late. Sorry dude! We met up with Jennifer later on and we all drove to Fire and Ice. We were lucky to find parking in such a busy district. Finally the guys and girls (too many to mention) all met up and went to the restaurant. We got our seats and immediately started eating. The girls + triangle offense decided to get salad first and the other guys decided to get meat first. This messed up the timing but it all worked out at the end. When we were eating, there were a few problems on my mind. Well some of em weren't problems but there were just thoughts. If you really know me you should know what the problem was and what my thoughts in my head were. After taking pictures outside the restaurant, triangle offense came over. They stayed for a bit and had to leave. Pretty good day!

As for today, it seems like I won't be having any fun. I still have mucho work to finish (2 essays, 2 readings + questions and a LAB) and I have my last SAT class at 2. F*ck my life. Someone please shoot me. I hope all you guys had a nice vacation and hope you guys enjoy whats left of it!

Vacation's rotation!
Sorry for a blurry pic!

Edit :
So I'm here close to midnight doing my homework. I decided to take a break since I been working hard these last two hours. I still got one more essay to go. I f*cking hate staying up late to do homework. I get mad tired and get no sleep. I made myself some milk tea. That helped a bit but the effects are definitely wearing down.. Great way to end vacation right?

on Vacation!

Vacation has been decent. The rain is definitely a bummer but you gotta live what you got. If that makes sense.

Yesterday, I went to the library once again. This time Dustin was there. He was tryna study for his SATS while I was trying to study for SATS, AP History and do AP English. Lets just say I didn't get it all done. I still have 3 more essays to finish for English. History, I still have a bunch of material to study but atleast I've been reviewing for my SATS. Jennfier asked me to pick up a book for her at the library. It took me a while to look for a particular book but oh well. After picking up the book, Dustin and I had to meet her up in Chinatown. Neither of us didn't have umbrellas so we were kinda wet. Fortunately when we met up with Jennifer, she gave us an umbrella. After dropping Jennifer off at the bank, Dustin and I went to the gym to meet up with the others and play volleyball. We all scrimmed for a bit then we all left to go to Zhi's. Well, first I went home then I went to Zhi's.It was pretty fun. Played some cards, drank a few shots, sang/rap a few songs and jsut chilled. The day wasn't too bad.

Today, I decided to stay home. I kinda wanted to go to Bodega's to get some stuff since they had 70% off today and tomorrow. I guess I'll go tomorrow. I also wanted to go to practice but I kinda got too lazy. So instead I stayed home the whole day. Tried to get some studying done but for some reason studying at home is harder than studying at the library. After studying for a bit, I watched Notorious. I saw a few commercials for the DVD release so I just thought that watching it would kill some time. It is kinda disappointing to see DVD releases come out pretty quick after their theater release. Well whatever. I actually kinda enjoyed the movie. I never really understood the East V.S West coast crap so it was kinda cool to see that. It was pretty sad to see both Tupac and Biggie die at the end but the directors are just doing their job. Yeah thats pretty much my whole day. Can't wait for the Bulls v Celtics game tonight. Game 3!

Amazing

Where will amazing happen this year?

Losing Touch

Okay, I seriously have to stop updating. It seems like I have been updating too much. Maybe I'll just delete some pointless entries or something. I just been having too much time at night and there is nothing better to do than blog. Right?

Anyways, how are vacation looking for you guys? I've been enjoying my vacation so far. The rain has been a bummer but that doesn't stop me from enjoying myself. So, this morning I woke up around 10. I wake up pretty damn late since I have been sleeping pretty damn early lately. Like its vacation, why am I waking up so damn early and sleeping so damn early. On vacation days I would typically sleep around 2 or 3, sometimes even 4. But these last few nights,I've been sleeping around midnight. Strange isnt it? Lets get back to today. So I woke up, watched television til noonish. At noon, I left to go to the library to study. It was pretty nice. I got lots of work done there. I finished one of the five essays there and I even got some studying for History there.

After being in the library for 3 hours, I went to Borders to pick up some Manga and Light Novels. I picked up The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya volumes one and two of the Manga and volume one of the Light Novel. I'll probably start reading it tonight. I went home straight right after picking up my books. When I got home, Triangle Offense came over a little bit after. We just sat and chilled til 5. Owned Dustin at Wii tennis. Hell yeah! After playing the Wii, we picked up Jennifer and Jenny. We were planning to go to BB to play some pool but we decided to stay at Jennifer's place again. Watched some tv, played some cards and Mahjong. We stayed til eight then we all left.


I took some pics while I was at the library.

I hate rainy cloudy gloomy days.

Trying to start my Essay.


Pick ups for today

Oh, if you guys were wondering why I've been putting random names on my entries is because thats is how I feel about the day or about someone or how I feel or a song that has been in my head. For example, yesterday I named it Get By because it is hard to get by with so many people at the Marthon. And Talib Kweli's song Get by was in my head the whole day yesterday. Today I feel like I am losing touch with someone, so that is why I called it losing touch.

Get by

It is marathon Monday in Boston again. You know what that means. A lot of traffic, people and frustration. Well not too much of the frustration but I can see how people can get frustrated. So today wasn't too bad. I woke up fairly early this morning. Strange, but I guess I have to get used to it since I plan to study from 9-noon this week. I was planning to go to the library today, but it wasn't open. Instead, I took my studying somewhere else. I went to Starbucks at Arlington station instead. It was pretty nice, since there was like no one sitting in the basement. I got some studying done but it didn't seem to be going to well. It felt like I didn't study too much. Oh well, I'll try again tomorrow.

Later on in the afternoon, Dustin called me. We decided to meet up and go get some soup. Well, I did since I was kinda hungry. On the way to Au bon pain, Lily decided to tag along since she saw us. We later met Jennifer there and we just sat and chilled while Lily was waiting for Michael Tan and his friends. Michael Tan and his friends did eventually come and we just sat there some more and chilled. I see Michael Tan again with that girl. LOL, it seems like their dating or something. Shes kinda cute. lol.

After leaving Lily with her friends, the three of us, Dustin, Jennifer and myself went to Jonathan's house to play some xbox 360. We played some Halo 3. After a few matches, we went to go to the ymca to ball. The ymca wasn't too pack today suprisingly. It was kinda strange actually. I did get to see a few of my buddies there but I was expecting more. Tony came by later and then we all went to go to Jennifer's house to chill. Well Tony had to do his physics homework so he did it there, while Jennifer, Jenny, Dustin and I were just chilling and playing gay chicken. It wasn't too bad. Pretty productive day today.

Oh did anyone catch the Celtics game today? I didn't get to see the whole game but I did catch the final minutes. CRAZY ending. Ray Allen with 2 seconds left, shot a 3 pointer to win the game! Oh man, I love NBA Playoff time! The NBA Playoffs, where AMAZING happens.

At Starbucks studying.
Sorry for a bad picture.

DC Chillin. Pg Chillin.

I am finally in the mood to write about my weekend.

Lets talk about Friday first. The first half of school was fine. I was studying for my AP History test for most of the time. The second half of school was just dreadful. I had to stay in the science auditorium to do my practice AP History exam til 220. MAD GAY! After, I met up with Dustin and Kevin and from there we went to Jonathan's to meet up with Zhi and Tony. We went to Zhi's to get a basketball and we played some ball at peters. We went back to Zhi's to chill and went back to peters. When we went back to peters, it was hella crowded. So we stayed at peters until 7ish. Tony left with Jenny,Ni and My to go home and Me, Dustin and Kevin went to pick up Jennifer. Me, Dustin and Jennifer later came over to chill. We played Rockband, Wii, talked and watch television. Tony, Jenny and Kevin came a little bit later. After they came, Jennifer had to leave a bit after. After Jennifer left, me and Tony went around to pick up food, cups, redbull and do some stuff. When we came back, everyone was sleeping. They eventually did wake up. We chilled in the attic. Ate, drank a few beers, watched a few movies. Just chilled and relax. Everyone slept around 330. I stayed up until 430 playing xbox with Dustin.

Saturday morning wasn't too bad. Kevin left around 730ish to go home because he has work in the afternoon. Tony and Jenny left around 830ish to go volunteer. When they were gone, Dustin and I just chilled, cleaned and did whatever. We went to Brighton Cafe to get some pancakes, eggs and sausage. Tony and Jenny came back to pick up Dustin and they stayed for a bit to watch some of the game. When they left, I took a short nap and left to go play football with the guys. It was kind of weird because we were playing at the YMCA instead of QT. So, yeah kinda different but still fun. I wanted to go to borders but it was getting to late.

So today wasn't too bad. Woke up, took a shower and just watched some television. I couldn't watch ESPN because I didn't wanna hear anything basketball related. So I watched Disney channel instead. Yes, Disney channel. Cartoons FTW! After catching some toons, I had to recycle some cans for my brother. It was alot of can to recycle and we barely got anything. Only 12 dollars. Not cool. So after, he drove me to my SAT class. SAT class was friggen boring since there were only 5 people there. I guess people didn't get the memo or something.

Pretty much my whole weekend. Fun and relaxing! I wish the rest of the week would look like this. Unfortunately it doesn't seem like it would.


What the rest of the week looks like.

I should definitely join the recycle club :].