Tuesday, July 14, 2009

3 am.

Its 3 am in the morning. Why the hell am I still doing up? Is it because that Stephen and Tina are fucking next door and I can hear them or is it because that I like staying up late. Well, it is neither of those. The reason I am still awake is because of this.

Yes,this right here. I stayed up all night cleaning my room. My room has been a total mess all summer. So I decided to clean it up a bit. But why today? Well, my parents are coming back from their trip to China tomorrow night and I might as well get a head start cleaning around the house. I do not want my parents to think that I was living like a slob since they were gone. This means that I have to Vacum, Mop, Wash and Organize the house tomorrow. But wait, there is more. My brothers, has been really lazy lately. They haven't cooked in days meaning that I would have to either get my Aunt to cook for me or eat out. I do not mind them not cooking for, however doing dishes is something else. These last 3 weeks, I've been doing dishes for them nearly every single day and it gets so annoying. Today was no different. Even though it wasn't that much today it was still pretty annoying. I totally forgot I had to do them so I stayed up do them as well.

Well some of you guys may think that I should sleep now. Well, I seriously can't sleep. I usually fall asleep easily but today is different. I had to stay home yesterday. This gave me a lot of time to think about stuff. Now, I can't get those thoughts out of my head. But, what is the most annoying part of this problem is that there is one thought in my head that I've been trying to get out for months. I simply can't get rid of this thought or image. And the most frustrating part of this is that this image or thought just pisses me off every time I think of it. If you know me, you probably know what I am talking about but this goes to show that some things just can not be forgotten.

So instead of sleeping, I've decided to devour myself into watching anime and eating junk food. I've actually started to watch Cowboy Bebop amazingly. Even though I am on the first episode, I can begin to see why so many people love it. This is something nice because the Haruhi Suzumiya Endless Eight arc has really been pissing me off.

Well, you guys probably won't read this till the morning or afternoon. Hope you guys are enjoying your summer.


  1. OMG! i pulled an all nighter till now! LOLLL

    but oh shit! i got that same plate with the yellow outing! xD oh shittt

  2. wow no wonder they be calling you minuteman...you have been influenced by you brother man...i dare you to talk in one day man...lol...that would be funny...and about cleaning dishes...i hate doing it after someone....im a neat freak so i dont really like things lying around when im there..and the constant thoughts that you have in your head and couldnt get them out is probably a issue you need to solve..but hey its up to you to do what you want to do

  3. omgoshhh i was up too!! like i had this NIGHTMARE, and you know, it's just those dreams where you wake up and you say, "OMGOSH THANK GOD IT WAS A DREAM" lmaoo.. and it was weird. but anyway. and then i was trying to fix my phone because my speakers don't work anymore. no music, no ringtone. fucking shit. lol

    anyway, are you serious? they were fucking at 3 am? were they moaning and shit? and damn your room is really messy lol. but you shouldnt have stayed up to clean it. do it later. you have so much free time.

    eating junk food that early is not healthy btw

  4. ehyy i went to sleep at 5 in the morning that same night and your rooms always a mess, you shoulda done a before and after pic of how dirty and clean it got