Saturday, May 30, 2009

99 problems

Dammit, what the hell has been my problems these last few days? It seems like I've got 99 problems. I'm angry, I'm emo, I'm moody. But, I am kinda grateful that I have so much time to myself these last few days. Help me to start thinking again and try to get my life on track. It is so weird how life can change moods in a single second. Cause just a few weeks ago, I was having a blast. Hanging out with friends, enjoying myself and just having fun. Now these days, I've been feeling moody and lifeless. Maybe its just the weather or that fact that I am kinda sick(?). I can always try to isolate myself thus solving the problems because if I do just that then the problems will just go away. But that is the "pusseh" way out. Instead, I'll try to "Stay reachable. Stay in touch. Don't isolate" . If you guys do not know, that is a famous line from the greatest NBA Player, Michael Jordan. One thing though that has been helping me through my depression is my music. These last few days, I find myself constantly listening to the same album. The Cool, 808 and Heartbreak and The Black Album. I guess you guys can describe this as my emo playlist.
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    you had a blog like this before, i swear, with that song. but please do calm down

  2. music does help alot, but you have a lot of time to relax and collect your thoughts. just dont stress too much lawrence